This Time Last Year
I have just noticed that this time last year, according to this journal, I was going through a phase of endless dreaming. What with me being the sort of person who rarely has dreams, this was worth noting.
The odd thing about it is that I am currently going through exactly the same. I've had dreams about all my teeth falling out, one by one... which annoyed me so much because I'm quite proud of my teeth. Then I had a dream about some undercover operation I was on... but the details escape me now. Another that my University timetable changed without me knowing, with "hilarious" consequences, plus a couple more which I've forgotten about because I didn't think they were significant.
But now I've spotted this pattern from last year it just seems a bit weird.
I also noticed that there are some extremely cynical posts in there. I consider myself a cynical person, for shame, but this post surprised me. I still believe most of what I said there, but it just shocks me how I managed to express that in such a scathing way. Sometimes I feel like my powers of expression are just not all there, but by looking back on this, it's almost being written by someone else. Yet, it is me... so I can critically analyse it just to see what I am after all. Hmm...
The other thing I've noted is that I used to post a lot more regularly. So this is my attempt to correct that. Two posts in two days is so unusual that I expect I'll not post for months now. September, here we come.
The odd thing about it is that I am currently going through exactly the same. I've had dreams about all my teeth falling out, one by one... which annoyed me so much because I'm quite proud of my teeth. Then I had a dream about some undercover operation I was on... but the details escape me now. Another that my University timetable changed without me knowing, with "hilarious" consequences, plus a couple more which I've forgotten about because I didn't think they were significant.
But now I've spotted this pattern from last year it just seems a bit weird.
I also noticed that there are some extremely cynical posts in there. I consider myself a cynical person, for shame, but this post surprised me. I still believe most of what I said there, but it just shocks me how I managed to express that in such a scathing way. Sometimes I feel like my powers of expression are just not all there, but by looking back on this, it's almost being written by someone else. Yet, it is me... so I can critically analyse it just to see what I am after all. Hmm...
The other thing I've noted is that I used to post a lot more regularly. So this is my attempt to correct that. Two posts in two days is so unusual that I expect I'll not post for months now. September, here we come.
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